Thursday, August 27, 2009

A Step..!?!?

Man, has this summer been boring for moi. It seems like the same shit happens over and over again. I'm sure it's the same for most of you. Congrats for the younger lot who got into their uni's and have been out celebrating it. But for the unlucky ones like myself 3 years ago, this time of year actually kicks u in the backside. Do you aim to work harder for a better grade from the 3rd rate uni u attend? Come out and find a job because experience is way better than a degree? Or do u go back to college and fix up them qualifications and re-apply the next year?
Only you can answer that question, and only you yourself can choose the path you take. Take the wrong one and u've wasted time, but isit a waste of time? Making mistakes is part of life, if your always right and always praised you'll just have an ego like me haha. Well I've learnt from other people's mistakes because I myself don't make many. I've finally reached that stage in life after graduating and relaxing a little, where I am confused as to what I want to do next? Do I want to go back into education, knowing I don't achieve anything good academically ever haha. Or do I apply for jobs on my average degree from a 3rd rate uni and work my way up? What ever I do I think I'll do my best in and achieve the best I possibly could.

Right now I've got plenty of ideas which I could put into action, but it requires too much effort, and those of you who know me, know I don't put much effort into anything because asserting effort brings problems which become stress. I do not stress myself out, deciding to take shit as it comes and just enjoying life moment by moment. I have a long term plan as a sort of guide line by nothing I follow like a rule book. That's the difference between me and a lot of people.

By following this I have achieved a stress free, happy-go-lucky lifestyle where by many of my own readers envy me and hate on me haha. It's all good man, I show love to my haters and hate on the people who love me. It's better to have people who hate on u, than friends who are jealous.

There wasn't really much point to this blog, just helping me kill some time whilst I was at work, and I've decided I should stick a photo I've taken at the end of all my blogs as a sort of final thought shit haha. I've just realised, we have all been made to live the lives we do, none of us are actually free. Everyone think's, living in UK your free, but if you think about it.. As soon as your born, your parents wish upon your graduation. Then that's already decided on your career, because u need to pick a subject area to graduate in. We are then surrounded by marketing, or brands forcing us to chase these lifestyles and dreams.

What is happiness? What does it feel like to achieve your dream? Will you be happy? Humans are greedy creatures, we are never satisfied. When you have it all you want more, when you have nothing you want something. Life is balanced, ying and yang, black and white.

Knowing is nothing, knowledge is everything!!

The ability to learn and absorb everything around us separates us from many other creatures, don't take it for granted. The education system is only a small part of your life, watch more tv, read my web pages, talk to more people. Teachers always sed no question is stupid, it's kinda right, we just believe the question was stupid because some of us think faster.

Thinking about this blog and writing this rubbish, has killed almost 1 hour of my life. And probably given me 3 or 4 more white hairs. I say to enjoy your life whilst you can, but what is having fun? Forcing yourself to conform to what society believe's is fun? Having a good time could just be a quiet nite in, listening to some classical music, puffing on some shisha and having a nice can of beer. Or even without all that, I've not had time to lie down and think for a while. Taking in the expensive air u don't think you have to pay for, and listening to all them animals or insects in and around your house.

Life is short, but sometimes you have to take for granted your living, able to interact with everything and everyone around you.

Aite man gonna duck out, this shit has made me sound like some old man haha. Remember I'm a fashion person, that means I'm ready for change and love witnessing change around me!!

Today's photo happens to be my new BLACKED Berry lol...

As Jay-z says all black everything..!!!

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