Saturday, May 11, 2013

Too long!!

It's been so long I've even lost my fucking domain name!  It is a shame because I'm just being too jewish to update that shit!  You know what it's about time I put heart to keyboard for you guys!  Ever since I started working full time I've not given anything to you. I've decided I'm going to give u weekly if not at least monthly heart to hearts! This blog started out as something for fun, and it did grow into something i looked forward to posting. I wouldn’t call you my fans but my reader base was quite large.
Well I think it’s time to let me re-introduce myself and fill you in. The whole blog layout, links and everything will be re-worked in due time.  Regular readers know what to expect from this crap, thats why they keep coming back haha... For the new readers let me give you a quick recap... Nah, Fuck that... if you really want to get to know me click on the archive on the right, that shit will give you a full insight into who I am, who I want to be and what you should be aiming for haha...
That was the rolling start.....................
Since the last blog was just a copy and paste job and the ones before didn’t really give you a full overview of what i’ve copped.. Let me just give you a few snippets...

Yeezy 2’s, Undefeated x Bape x Adidas, Couple of Jordans and a few more Nikes... I’ve moved into higher end fashion now... Junya Watanabe, Visvim, W)Taps... That shit has begun to bore me hahaha... No need to mention all that if you want to see all of it follow my instagram, twitter or facebook...
Twitter: @DanielKhor
Instagram: @Dankhor
Facebook: Daniel Khor
Recently, I found out that my best friend for almost 10 years has left the country... Moved back to homeland to start up a new life, this has become more or less a common occurrence. I’ve lost a few friends to the Far East.... and you know what I might be joining them... I mean I wish had more to stay for, but there really is nothing in the UK... I can’t say there isn’t opportunities, but every path seems to be a dead end... (Let me provide a few motivational quotes here)

Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail.

Every wall is a door.

These two quotes are very powerful they keep me strong and keep me going. All my life i’ve tried to prove something to others, to be something i’m actually not.. Over these past 6 months i’ve learnt that.
A great man is always willing to be little.

I’ve thought too highly of myself, i’m a little arrogant but thats what ‘society’ has done to me, I feel as if I need to tread on others to become better, but back in the day I was the smaller man (Ironic, since i’m soo bloody short now compared to kids back then)
So I let people bend me a little and it’s finally taken it’s toll on me, people have taken advantage of my ‘nice-ness’ ← (Please insert a proper word here)

As the quote above suggests maybe i’m the greater man or maybe i’m not, but it’s finally hit me. I need to fight for myself, I need to be selfish and stop being that ‘Yes’ man...
I think i’ve got a blog about a few rules I follow, a couple of gentleman codes that I swear and live by. I feel as if I need to break these codes because they aren’t serving me as well as I think they are. You make mistakes you learn from these and you move on. When i’m on my deathbed i’ll look back and thank myself for all these mistakes i’ve made because that will have defined me. (Wow that sentence was soo fucked up when I was typing it, past, present and future tenses)
I’m going to cut this short as it’s 3am when I was typing this up. I type these blogs when i’m just not feeling myself, when a lot of things are on my mind. 20% of the time these blogs don’t actually make it to final cut haha... I end up saving them as a draft and publishing it later if it’s worth a read but most of the time it’s for personal reasons. Someone once said to me ‘Daniel, you can’t be happy all the time, I can’t imagine how you must feel when you are sad.’

This is what Tao’s will call Ying Yang... There is always an opposite... So for me to be Happy 90% of the time... (if you know me personally you know how happy I am haha) the come down from that natural high is painful and deep.

None of you care about this,(Sorry to have wasted your time) so i’m going to cut it but before I sign off I’ll leave you with a little something for you to ponder over..

Make the most of yourself, for that is all there is of you.

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